The sweetend toast.

Today's lunch is roti telur, well I don't know what exactly people call it, but my family call it that way je. Correction, it's not that we don't have proper lunch or so. Tapi, tekak ini tak rase nak makan nasi. Roti yang celup telur bancuh with some creamer milk then goreng bg garing skit. Delicious and a bit sweet taste. Sedap sgt, even my abang ipar yang baru balik pun tiba2 masuk dapur tanya masak ape, sebab bau sedap sgt..hehehe...

the sweet roti telur~yummy

So, before I planned that next time I wanna go out wearing shawl. And, I did! Proud of myself. Well, it's a a chaos when I'm trying to get ready but I did alright. But, of course I'm being the ridiculous me yang mesti nak tgk my reflection in everything I can. 

Now that I mention it, baru realized that I'm the oldest among them. Well, by pangkat at least. Obviously adik iparku yang paling tua kot. Plan asal nak pergi KB Mall tapi kene cancel sebab lambat gerak and by the time we reach it pun, maybe the shops are already closing. So, singgah Billion je. I actually wanted to go there pun before ni to survey a new pair shoes. however, semalam xbeli kasut, tapi beli baju je..hehe~

Later, kitorang singgah di KFC and had dinner. 

adik2 yg bile tah nak habis sekolah ni~ ^^

da kawen, muka cam budak2 gak minah ni..

the adik ipar yg super crazy~ budak2 jgk

me!~kuar pakai selendang gak akhrnye~

Nak pakai shwal ni pun leceh gak sebenarnye..first time pakai, mase tu la sibuk nak cari jarum peniti and nak decide betul ke ni gaya betul pakai shawl. So, kene la study lebih2 lagi supaya sng sket nanti..

Shawl time!~

Well, I'm happily living the life of a boring routine..since this and that is no more fun..I decided to try change my look and start wearing a shawl. It's been a trend ages ago..but I was dissuaded that it might work well and look nice on others but not me. Blog world changed my mind! I read and seen too many pictureS of girls out there looked so nice in their shawls..so why not..it's never too late to try right...

So, I bought inner and shawls and experimented. It's not that bad. Memang la tak nampak lawa mcm org laen pakai..but hey, it's a little experiment to convince myself it's okay to wear a shawl and stop worrying it might look hideous on me. First experiment: kene la dengan shawl hitam since it's the most basic color to try something new. 

pin cam tlebih lak..tp it looks okay what...

Jadi la ni kot..~

ok, puas hati..leh kot try and wear it next time im out

 Hopefully, I wear it for real. Try and change a little something won't change me become a better person and etc. Tapi, at least boleh ajar diri sendiri untuk lebih ambil berat cara I dress up bila nak keluar..instead of capai je mane yang rase sesuai, which mostly a plain tudung. Bile nak kuar ni..xsabar nak kuar dgn gaya baru..hihi~

A handful of time

Blessed with lots of free time now that I've finished my studies. And it's kind of okay at first but I'm becoming less and less productive. So, hopefully plan for this july goes smoothly and I'll be able to start my new phase of life.

Not much to do, except for being a nanny, a fultime nanny or I can call myself a mum at times..mmm..confused~! n also my huge part taking care of chores, in the kitchen mostly. Man, I'm still a looser in cooking..guess it'll get better in time. Hey, I got a handful of free time..^^

Longest Walking Distance

The more near I am to end my days in IIUM, the more difficult my life been. In a good or bad way, well..it has its own pros and cons. For example, today, I walked hundreds of steps around and about trying to get my tasks done. It's terribly exhausting and the good thing  I hope somehow I managed to lost some extra weight I am gaining these few weeks..

My day started with an early morning driving class for my test this Wednesday and when I'm back in uni, I had to rush and walk all the way to a nearby shop to collect my FYP report as well as Ayu's. Walking all the way there from the college is a very very long journey. Poor me caused I don't have any transport nor anyone to ask for a help..well, it's not me if I am to trouble people with my stuff anyway. After getting the report, went back to engineering department to get my supervisor's signature, burn a copy of the report on a cd, and fetch a transcript on behalf of a friend.

Then bump into a friend that says; "Hey, have you completed this form?" And I was like.."..mmm...what form??" Then only I knew that we had to complete a form to get a clearance for the FYP result.  Had to get all signatures from technicians in all of the department's laboratories to confirm we had all FYP  related documents, tools, software and other stuff returned back to the respective labs. I didn't even know some of the lab, and now I had to get to each one of it just to get technician's signatures. Seriously, if one thing IIUM should be proud of is its own way of torturing the students. And tomorrow's a public holiday, and on Wednesday, I have my driving test. As if I don't enough things to do on my hand already!~ Ugh..and "good news" just keep coming around, engineering staff are having a conference starting tomorrow till Thursday, so trying to find all those people will be like a hunt for a luck instead. 

But here I am, all alone in a room where all my besties and friends already back at home cozily spending time with their precious ones.. Please let me finish all of this easily so that I can be home soon enough. Amin. 

p/s: I just realized that it's actually teacher's day..Hope my teachers ever since I am child in a kindergarten had a blissful lives for their knowledge and sweat made me into I am today. 

The Now Me

It's been ages since I last wrote anything. I've been dying to express my lots of things. I wanna write about my finishing Final Year Project, my friends and bFFs-our last day together, my emotional days of the fight with my mother and my always frustrating love..and I don't do any of it because I don't have enough time, pre-occupied in keeping my friends annoyed with me (*wink), it's too heartbreaking to tell and it's never something to share. (the order of causes explained each by its reasons)
So, currently spending my few days left as a student by temporarily staying at my sister's in Segambut. There is still an exhibition to attend next week and the submission of the final copy of the report..and it'll be the last of my fyp and the last of my days as a student. Don't wanna dwell much into it..I'd be crying my eyes out if I am to tell how does it feel. I wanna keep a positive mood on it so that's it then.
I had to finish my driving license course. HUH!~ I'm too old to have not get my license and hopefully I will get it on this 18th of May, InsyaAllah...
Then the questions of my future. Should I go all the way to Penang and undergo training and get my master under Intel or try to submit as much email to many companies out there and hopes to land a job as an engineer? I hate it when I have to make this hard decision and it's killing me...Can't expect things to be easy by now. I mean I'm basically to start a new life right now, a whole new phase of all. I need to change for the better. And I don't know how it'll turn out. I'm only writing about it and I'm already depressed. Dem. Ok, minus the bad word coz I wanna change right. Be positive and all. Please let it all be just fine Ya Allah. Amin.

A Night to Remember

Quick entry after one crazy hour of mosquito hunting with my roomies. Yup, exactly a night to be remembered since all of us crazily hunt for each one of it. Punca n sebab utama tiba2 ade opps cegah nyamuk sebab yat da tak tahan almost every night kene gigit nyamuk..sampai tak tido satu malam sebab diganggu nyamuk sedangkan diri ini tidur selena-lenanya..hehe
Melompat and menjerit sebab nak pukul sekor nyamuk cam ape je tadi..for sure budak2 bilik bawah da bengang sebab bising gile tadi..After da penat lelah kejar sekor2, baru jumpa punca utama nyamuk2 tu tak henti datang..ayu tak tutup tingkap bhgn atas bilik die..dats explain why pas sekor, sekor muncul nyamuk..haish..sabor je la~~ bile da penat berperang, masing2 da berpeluh habis and terpaksa mandi sebab dah tak tahan panas.. I love the hops and yells already..hehehe~

Ecah is love.

Just got off phone with my beloved, cutest baby ecah..Baru balik shoping and duk makan aiskim dalam kete..Bile mintak nak jugak, die jawab: "nati adik beli la deh.." haha..entah bile nk belikan auntie die ni aiskim agaknye..I miss her and my family damn much..Cant wait for this whole thing to be over sebab tadi pun dia janji, nanti Cik Ly balik, adik tido ngn Cik Ly..hehe~
Currently counting days je keje..macam2 benda kne pikir..makin cepat datang mase utk habis, makin byk benda yang kena fikir and buat. Study and lots of revision sebab another two papers yg masih belum dijawab tu memang  kene menghafal je banyak..and when it comes to study I am a master of delay..suke sangat bertangguh bile nk start study..Mula-mula ingat nak study pagi, bile bgn lambat, takpela..study petang sket then da ngantuk..ok, I think at night lagi senang belajar kot..until its time to sleep..Main game sudoku kat phone jap then terus tido n study xde satu pun..hmm..Fyp is still in progress and right now kene stop jap sebab nk fokus for the two papers.

The other day, bile da bosan sebab malas nak start study, kemas bilik or more specific masukkan semua selipar, sandal n kasut dalam kotak2..Dah lame sangat tak kuar beli kasut..Right now, kene save sikit sebab nak guna duit untuk banyak lagi benda penting..moreover, I have yet to settle with a job after habis belajar ni.

 

Then, hari rabu lepas, pergi Jalan Pasar sebab nak kene beli barang utk FYP: USB to UART converter..Pergi dengan Abang Ayu, Lobo and Kak Mira. Balik dari sana berhenti makan kat Bandar Baru Sentul: ar Steak..western die best and environment pun memang cantik. Next time memang nak pergi lagi and it would be nicer if I have someone to treat me again..^_^

I had fish and chip with fresh orange..best~!

I promise u.

PROMISES aren't just words u said to make people feel good, it's your words that says I will do it for you..and if people fail to keep their promise, I wanna ignore this kind of people so badly but I can't and it hurts so much more.
There aren't many days left for my final exam gonna starts. and this time, it's really gonna be the final. After a long 6 years of hardwork and sweat, I'm finally graduating, that is of course if I ever fulfill the last few credentials of my fyp. My mood swings and my heart ache for an outing of a blast. Out and about, shopping, movies, candies and most of all secret recipe indulgence. Definitely gonna make it happen before the final starts or I'm going to be depressed forever.

~cheese cake please!!!~

April, please don't come

Lots and lots had happened and my days is becoming hazy and my mind is cloudy than ever..there's my beautiful sista's wedding on 12th and Proton preliminary interview on 17th..

The wedding is awesome, is a chaos as a wedding and event should be but it turned out great and of course worth the pain n sweat.. ^_^ Thank goodness my two besties tag along and became a great help for the preparation n my mum's cook for few days..hihihi~

Some of the lovely pictures of us..my family aka my greatest treasure..

~love n happiness of mine~

~my lovely nickies~

~the happy couple~

amatur shot~nice!

~adikku sudah kawen..wuuu~

~yummy~me~ayu~

The second major thing for the month is the interview..and it sucks...hate it coz I don't even pass the 1st stage which is the IQ test..Papa made fun of me when I told him bout it and called me IQ zero..wuuuu~~ Fine..be it..at least I got a chance to see Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa at Summit after that..and it was nice..Thumbs up for the karya anak melayu..KRU.. Then,, got an offer to undergo training for Intel at USM, Penang. I am yet to decide my future..Master or engineer??

Status:: currently seeing some shed of light for my FYP..so let's get busy and work hard to earn my degree..I pray all success and happiness for myself, my family and my friends..

~My Current Status~

Sakit kat bahagian belakang and bahu for which I can't properly turn right at a 90degree angle..my theory is that, usually kalau xde sakit2 ni, boleh pusing kepala up to 110 degree of freedom, right or left. Ni semua start since balik Melaka minggu lepas kot. Forced my body to work more than it could stand and now, Im suffering body ache like a 90 year old..after kerja mengangkut pintu kereata ke situ and ke sini, then im aching all over balik..so, my solution is to start nutritious diet, kene minum Anlene balik..back when im doing practical kat Yamaha dulu, da sakit2 badan..pas minum anlene, alhamdulillah, da ok..skang my theory (yup another theory of mine) i need calcium and Anlene is the answer..hehehe.. so hopefully it'll work..

At this very point of time, I need a life-changing miracle to help me to finish my FYP. There is not much time left and here I am stuck with nothing in hand..my heart thumps loud and heavy everytime I think about it. Now, this is actually the ticket for me to graduate..so, by hook or by crook, gotta finish all up and runaway from these worries and troubles...Please let there be miracle or at least a sign for me to know that it's gonna be alright.. 

Well, speaking of miracle, my midterm result for one of the paper is out and miraculously, I did alright. seriously thought im gonna fail the test but I scored well..Alhamdulillah..so, I managed to convince myself that I still have the 'thing' in eletronics and yup, hardwork does pays..so need to work hard to finish my final year project and graduate with flying colours.. Dear Lord, I pray for your guidance and mercy...

~Sireh junjung~

Sireh junjung..tradisi melayu yang sudah lama diperkenalkan and diangkat sebagai hantaran wajib dalam majlis perkahwinan. One interesting fact:: Kalau makan sireh junjung from any wedding, that is kite kene amek curik2 sireh tu n makan, Insyaallah..xlame lagi sampai la jodoh kite.. Really?!! Source fact or a myth ni is dari makcik2 ayu..sebab diorang tgk ank2 dara yg comey lotey duk bawak sireh tu n terus bagi tip..siap suruh kitorang amek je, baca selawat ape sume,doa then makan..amek berkat, kata diorang..kalw salah pun, at least it counts as a prayer.. so benda baik memg usually dapat kan..hehe ^_^ 

 Anyway, 2nd wedding of the month:: Wedding Lobo (abg ayu) and kak mira.19th Feb and it was held at a masjid kat Gombak ni je..name masjid, pernah bace and memg slalu lupe..kitorang slalu refer masjid tu, masjid hijau kat simpang nk gi Greenwood..haha

It's funny if I should think back how these two actually starts dating and the misunderstanding and fights but somehow they end up married jugak..Tu la, orang cakap..kalw da jodoh, xkan kemana..Alhamdullilah, after the 4th time of akad..Kak Mira da selamat bergelar isteri..Yup. 4x kot baru jadik..punyer nak cakap nervous sampai tok imam n abg long kak mira pun da tersasul2..haha..then upacara batal air smyg and pictures time!!

 

Dekat masjid and kami memang suke amek gambar..see..anak2 dara xnak lepas kejap pun sireh junjung tu..haha..I tried to take one and eat it..but couldn't stand the smell..so cancel la nk amek berkat..doa je la camtu..Insyaallah bile da sampai seru and Allah da bukak hati untuk terima tgjwb jadi isteri, I kawen..hihihi.. Majlis akad nikah pas Asar, so after da selesai sume, kitorang ramai2 pergi rumah pengantin perempuan untuk makan2..antara menu hidangan is daging rendang, gulai kambing, ikan talapia grg letak cili sume tu, ayam grg and air yg xleh dikenalpasti rase ape..hehe

Later that night pun da ade sanding kecil2an, along with majlis maulud and cukur jambul kot.. Didnt' stay long though, after that nak gi lepak McD ngn ank2 kecik tapi diorg cam takut ngn aunties ni..so hantar depa balik..kite lepak kat Babas and makan lagi..

 Next day, baru la majlis besar-besaran..da siap pakai cantik around 1 pm kitorang gerak pg homestay kat Greenwood tu..pergi la menyibuk ngn family ayu.. konon2 la kami ni penting sangat.. tapi Cik Esah da cakap da..kami ni memg da jadi cam ank2 angkat kot..ye la..Ayu sorg je kot ank dara die, then kawan2 ayu da merangkap anak2 die jugak..Thank you..suke bangat!!

Majlis persandingan hari tu dibuat ikut adat orang minang, sebab kak mira memg turun temurun orang minang.. bersanding pun pakai baju org minang..even flower girl siap pakai benda atas kepala tu..comel je nampak..kitorang, say "oooo" and ok la...kite amek gmbr byk2..and makan je sume yg ade.. haha..i always love wedding, people in nice clothes, food n the celebration itself~

some of the hantaran and us, girls..=)

ni la kot ala2 adat orang minang

 Bride and Groom in so much red..it did struck me..cam tema CNY pun ade..hey, xbaek cakap2 camtu..nice je kot..kang cakap sedap2..tgk la majlis kite nanti cane..sebab xnak jadi jinx..so okay..tarik balik kata2 ku tadi..everything looks and was nice je..hehe~

yat and yummy

Lobo or real name is Aziz n Ayu (sebijik muka same)

yat~yummy~Groom, Lobo~me~yaya

Da selamat pun semua..dulu pernah kuar skali bukak puase ngn lobo n even him, yg nampak cam macho habis ni pun leh rase segan2 ngn kami..haha..esok, nak balik Melaka..majlis bhgn lelaki la plak..and yes..as always memg dengan segala hormatnye dijemput untuk menyibuk and tolong2..Cik esah da fully book our service kot..haha..All and all..wishes them a blissful marriage and harap2 cpt dapat anak..lots and cute ones please..^_^

~ February && Wedding Bells ~

Just finished one of my midterm:: Robotics. Did I do well? Mmm..let's  wait and see..besides, lost few marks for my ignorance of some of the lectures..so, I'll get what I deserve..Still, hope it turned out okay somehow...aminnn...

Wedding bells?? February and valentines..time for cupids to spread love and couples celebrate their memories and love..Well, in Islam..valentine is totally prohibited since it's actually marked the day to celebrate christian saint really..So forget about valentine and have weddings instead! Earlier this month which is on the 5th, I went all the way to Melaka to attend a wedding of my ex-schoolmate. Aziahanim Azah, one of my schoolmates from mrsmKT.  It has been ages since I last seen any of them actually. Been missing the reunions and not having a real contact with any of them. Thank godness I've actually set up my FB account  and finally got in touch with some. We remains friends..more like distant friends since I'm not really the kind of person really hangs onto past times..I love them all but tend to focus only on those I met and mingle on my everyday basis... But never rejects the idea of going back to school life and be with them again..it was so much fun and carefree back then..
Well Pijah, one my good friend from KT asked if I wanna join her and others to the wedding...and I said yes!! So, Pijah, Farid and Jali (abg homeroomku) along with Fatihah (awek Farid), we all went there, eat, meet up some friends, chit chat,  took pictures, wishes the couples a happy marriage...and my oh my..everybody has grown up so much..and here I am..yet to finish my degree..well,, I'll be next!! Graduated, hired and perhaps learned to dress up since all of them seemed so lawa!!
(pictures..credit to pijah...)

Next wedding will be next week:: 19th (Greenwood) and 27th (Melaka). It's Ayu's brother actually, Lobo..but hey, we are all invited and definitely going and celebrating since she's my bestie and inofficially, her family is my family angkat!!

During the CNY holiday, I've already had my fair share of "Before you say I do" events..preparation for my adik's wedding this march and engagement of my kak long...Dearest adik is 21 and got married during the last aidilfitri actually...haha, another shocker of my life:: kene langkah bendul..;p The wedding celebration is postponed due to some reasons. So I helped her to buy some stuff needed for the goodie bags for the wedding and also chose some very beautiful wedding dresses for the big day.. I have so much fun and really glad that she trusted me to help her make the decisions..and I am well prepared for I just love those pretty things..^_^... Done so much things that made me lost words to describe and tell everything...I think the pictures shall help to remind myself the heartwarming moments...

~ flowers ~ ecah ~ colours ~ bunga telur ~ our  craftwork ~

I am not a girl, not yet a woman..but when it comes to beautiful dresses, which are lots!! we all went crazy and everything seems so pretty...

 

Engagement day! Kak long's another hope of love and perhaps found her truly the other half?? InsyaAllah..It's her life and she made up her mind. I'm here to support my every sister and pray that love and warmth shall fill our hearts... 

My time for the big day is yet to come..looong..a very loonnggg way to go..So lets just love the wedding and celebrate for others!!

I dun know what to do

When there is nothing to do, usually I'm very good at using people to entertain..Well of course I'm the only person enjoying since what I do usually just bothers them until they chased me out of their room. Unfortunately, my roomates are having midterms this week. So I don't wanna disturb them studying. I do have one single candidate to kacw though..my bestie..but I think me myself grown tired to even bother her..already had emotional outburst in her room earlier, throwing pillows and her teddy all over the place..so I think it's enough for today..^_^
Had planned to do some revision tonight (which is very unusually uncommon in my routine), but I ended opening the book on "thyristor chapter" and lying on my bed instead...leaving the book all by itself.. *rolling eyes*.. I do feel guilty..somehow I just can't do the good stuff..Lying on my bed and stares blank right through the wall suits me better kot..I need to change..for the better..which reminds me for the years resolution actually..gonna change into much better person..Well that's always the case and the resolution will always be left as a dream instead...hmm...

~ spending time with mak tam n family ~

It's thaipusam and it's a holiday..it's been ages since I last hear or see mak tam and the family. so instead of spending unproductive day off in my room, we ( me, ayu, yam, yat n yaya, aka my roomates) decided to go visit them and as expected it was the most nicest day instead of my boring routine since we got to eat and eat lots and have fun also.
But before everything, lets first introduce the family. Mak tam and family is actually my neighbour during my practical back in April 2010. Pak tam is pak sedara kepada As, one of my friends. We're able to rent the house pun all credits to them sebab susah payah tlg deal with the owner on last minutes terms. There are 6 of us, Ayu, Yam, As, Syamem, Jus and myself. the three months of internship brought us so close sbb they are the most super nice family I've ever met. Mak tam sgt suka masak and slalu ajak kitorang mkn kt umah, siap bg gold pass privillege nk masak kt dapur ke, nk tgk tv ke n nk lepak umah diorang. their kids: kakak, adik, abang and baby pulak sgt sayang kakak2 sebab asyik duk layan diorang cakap sume bnde. Siap ade ranking kakak femes la, kakak cantik la, kakak kurus n gemuk la...kids..haha..and macam2 lagi la bnde yg memg org normal susah nk wat tapi mak tam ngn pak tam slalu buat sampai kitorang da xleh nk rase segan bile diorg ajk nk blanje makan..:p
which actually one of mak tam's specialty: cooking and baking and of course spoil everybody. she cooks lots and sgt sedap and she bake everything yg very delicious..muffin, cookies, cakes...spending just one night kat umah mak tam, enuf to make us grew 2 kilo fatter kot..haha

This is my roomates and beloved family angkat. Mak tam, kakak, adik, baby..pak tam camera man, abang lak, mama die tanye; "abg nk msk gmbr x?" n his answer "xnak"..ish..budak laki ni, pemalu sgt..

 

along the way, kene ade bukti betapa susah and jauhnye perjalanan nak gi umah diorang, all the way to taman putra perdana, puchong. Wed, 6.42 pm, br board train sbb yat ade hal kat class. Blk bilik dalam 4 sumthing then tngu masing2 siap plus hujan lak tu..mintak tlg as, anak sedara ori yg tlg hanta kami gi terminal putra. pastu sampai masjid jamek, transit ke bukit jalil..then only call pak tam, mintak jemput anak2 kat situ..kesian die, tapi kami da xlarat nak menapak da..nsb pak tam baik hati... ;p

Btw, we don't look dat tired pun kan..well girls and cam..penat ke lapar ke..when it comes to 1 2 3 and say cheese..everyone looks nice..

Sampai umah je, budak2 menjerit keriangan and mak tam da ngs terharu..ecece..no la..watpe nk ngs2..peluk cium sume..back to business..dinner!! everyone is starving and mak tam da cook half way...dinner utk malam yg jauh n penat tu is extremely worth every single step..sambal sotong, udang grg kunyit, ikan grg, sayur and air laici..too bad xsempat snap sum pictures..sedapnyer bile ingt blk...

Baru half an hour duk rehat after makan 2 pinggan full, mak tam da stat da..korang nk wat muffin mlm ni ke esok..Ish, mak tam ni..xkan nk makan lg..Kite wat malam ni la!..haha..duhhh, no one says no to her muffins..sedap yg amat kot..

Choc muffin on the make...

done! with melt choc chips inside..yum2..

 And yup at we ate again..da lewat malam and still we are having chocolate and vanilla muffin..Tido ngn lena and fullest stomach..The next morning spend time with the kids, main badminton, main games, warnakan pictures ngn baby borak ngn mak tam and eat as much ngn everybody..p
Plan nk balik in the evening kene delay..sebab mak tam da berat hati nk lepas kitorg blk selagi xbagi makan sampai btul2 sihat..so, another big feast for all..makan and makan sampai kenyang yg xleh nk gerak da..huhu...

makan n makan je keje..;p

after maghrib prayer, its time to say goodbye..Tapi sempat je amek gmbr byk2..then mak tam tlg hanta sampai kelana jaya..kakak, adik and baby ikut skali..siap hantar kami kat terminal kot..some more pictures and hug and kisses and that's our goodbye..Mak tam da pesan awal2..next time korang dtg, kite wat brownies and BBQ kay..see...belum pape lg da plan mcm2..mak tam nih..she's spoiling us too much..which I will never mind..hehe

comey picture ni cuz im d one yg snap..nk msk gak..

I love them all..ntah bile dapat peluang nk jumpa diorang lagi...

D day Ends n Starts now...

Already d start of a new day. Got away my early morning with few events and minor bruises. Managed to keep myself well compose and in tact despite being provoke and hurt indirectly. I wanna get some sleep and pray for a healthier and happier and stronger elly. And of course I pray that my family is always well, blessed and happy back at home and wherever they wishes to be. Amin...

masih pagi

It's still early and I'm already bored. Nak kuar sgt2, tp duit still xmasuk lagi. So plan nk go out and buy myself a new handbag kene hold dulu for a momet.
Seriously, never thought getting up early could be very dangerous. To my life actually. Had to escape from my room cuz I dun wanna ruin my life by calling out people randomly and asking them out. Man I'm so close to insanity. And sadly, figured the cold hard truth of my miserable life, I dun have sumbody to call out when Im bored nor anyone I could easily call and go out with and hang out. Well I have friends but I just wanna go out with someone who rarely there in my social circle. It should be more fun if its that way. But I hardly got anyone, so sadly stuck here in TV room and my netbook.
Nak ade baby la camni, blh la main ngn die in the morning. Babies always wake up so early and play all day long..Rindu ecah manyak2...

naughtiest and cutest baby ecah..love her very much..~

early mornin

First day of the year, elly, managed to wake herself at a very early hour of a cool breezing morning..yay for me..=)) It's nice to be so fully awake when everyone else is still deep asleep. And my motivation for the day is to do my laundry. While waiting, lets share it with the world..hehe...
Having to wake up so early, I had so much going on already. Thoughts and wishes and some huge feeling that I really wanna just express it out. If only it is always that simple. Let go just whatever I had in my mind or whatever I felt in my heart. Since im not a through through person and one with lots more idea anyone could ever imagine, suppressing all of them is still the best choice of all.
See, instead of thinking what I should have for breakfast, I'd rather go babbling off my endless thoughts of everything. There is absolutely something wrong with me. Lets be just the ordinary carefree me for once :: Who cares only for me and worries only of myself. ::
Currently listening to Taylor swift, speak now and mine. Love her and wanna be like her. So pretty and talented. Dearest me, keep on dreaming...;p
Hopes for a cheerful today and pray for some courage to do some revision to keep me off the clock and wishing for yet a dream (too embarrassing too mention) too high for me to reach.

Port dickson:: 1st trip of the year!

Evidence:: It's actually Port Dickson (^-^)

I'm in PD, yay!!!

Transition of Yana's face

Told ya, she looks thinner now...:p

one of fave pic, sent to 1 of her scandals...

dearest sister n bro in law

Happy New Year

My very first post of the year..lets hope the year shall brings me joy and wisdom for me to step through yet another chapter for me world..
New year's eve: out with my dearest friends, ayu, yam, yat and yaya for one whole day of so many steps..first destination is Sogo. Xsempat beli kemeja merah yg da aim few weeks back, frust tp nnt nk carik gak..teman kak mira gi jakel n nagoya n semua house..best masuk jakel..have my eyes set for one wedding dress which is so beautiful..pink n grey coloured which are just perfect...
next up:: KLCC. yup, yet another destination sbb nk teman kak mira buy perfume lak..tried many2 beautiful bottles of perfumes..best of d night is Gucci Guilty..nk beli ke?? my age n my scholar?? no can't do...
Then...tired and desperately need to go back sebab end up buy nothing at all for me except a toothbrush...sbbnye, diri ini xtahan bile da rase kecik hati which caused by sum1 or sumthing..n it doesn't matter pun since everything yg rase cantik n nak beli no longer seems attractive n worth it..one of my 'charming' character really...
Pulang ke uia with a cab, all 5 of us...berjaya pujuk pakcik tu..hehe..hey, its really worth it pun..got one real piece of advice.."msk thn baru, mr kite sme2 kejar n ajar dri untuk cari kekasih yg abadi..Allah swt..." well said pakcik...
Then finally the new year..makan2 kat umah yana..lauk mama kirim from rumah..ikan patin n daging masak merah..sedap sgt n rase btul2 happy..dpt makan msakan mama n dpt get together wif family if not all of them...A call from him and dat settles my happy new year...