“Love is like a poisonous mushroom. You don’t know if it is the real thing until it is too late..”

November 2, 2010

my mum

Mama masuk wad, and I knew bout it only after three days. tu pun sbb kuar ngn my sis n she accidentally said it..mule2 dgr, bengang gile,, how come I wasn't told bout it..I'm her daughter too, I deserve to know..then got a picture from adik ngn mama..muke die sakit sgt, when I text, sjk bile plak ma msk wad..she called n explained that they purposely it hide it from me since I'm in d middle of my final..

~ mira n my mum, she look a lot thinner n very weak..~

Alasan: rejected!! thats explained why I've been so sad these few days..should have known it..tp disbbkan mase tu kat luar, xleh nk tnjk marah or ngs2 ke..wat kool saje..
pastu blk cite ngn ayu..rase nk ngs kat situ jugak,,again I'm being super cool me, whom amazingly can hold my tears..xnk dwell into it, I'm for sure gonna be depressed. Tp pastu memg xleh wat ape sgt n pening je rase..called her twice to check on her..she sounds alright but still...she's in d hospital..there's nothing ok bout dat..
How I wish I could be there and keep her company or take care of her. But it seems lyk everybodys doing well, adik da pandai take charge n msk, papa lak rjn pg bsh sume bj..they shud have done it sooner though..ini tak, sume nk harap mama yg buat then bile da skt2 camni, br ingt nk sumbang tenaga..

" Ya Allah, berilah kekuatan dan kesihatan yg baik untuk ibuku n my whole family. let they be in peace, cucurilah rahmat MU dan jgnlah Engkau tarik nikmat yg telah Kau berikan kpd kami..."


1 comment:

  1. Hello...lil sis..
    Remember something?
    "nanti kalo ada apa2 update pasal familly mu..aku xnk tau...aku tension..nk exam lg.."this is being quoted by you to me...
    So..dont be so sad about knowing nothing bout that...it's you who ask for it..still..we're doing this for your own good...though..

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