“Love is like a poisonous mushroom. You don’t know if it is the real thing until it is too late..”
January 15, 2011
D day Ends n Starts now...
Already d start of a new day. Got away my early morning with few events and minor bruises. Managed to keep myself well compose and in tact despite being provoke and hurt indirectly. I wanna get some sleep and pray for a healthier and happier and stronger elly. And of course I pray that my family is always well, blessed and happy back at home and wherever they wishes to be. Amin...
masih pagi
It's still early and I'm already bored. Nak kuar sgt2, tp duit still xmasuk lagi. So plan nk go out and buy myself a new handbag kene hold dulu for a momet.
Seriously, never thought getting up early could be very dangerous. To my life actually. Had to escape from my room cuz I dun wanna ruin my life by calling out people randomly and asking them out. Man I'm so close to insanity. And sadly, figured the cold hard truth of my miserable life, I dun have sumbody to call out when Im bored nor anyone I could easily call and go out with and hang out. Well I have friends but I just wanna go out with someone who rarely there in my social circle. It should be more fun if its that way. But I hardly got anyone, so sadly stuck here in TV room and my netbook.
Nak ade baby la camni, blh la main ngn die in the morning. Babies always wake up so early and play all day long..Rindu ecah manyak2...
Seriously, never thought getting up early could be very dangerous. To my life actually. Had to escape from my room cuz I dun wanna ruin my life by calling out people randomly and asking them out. Man I'm so close to insanity. And sadly, figured the cold hard truth of my miserable life, I dun have sumbody to call out when Im bored nor anyone I could easily call and go out with and hang out. Well I have friends but I just wanna go out with someone who rarely there in my social circle. It should be more fun if its that way. But I hardly got anyone, so sadly stuck here in TV room and my netbook.
Nak ade baby la camni, blh la main ngn die in the morning. Babies always wake up so early and play all day long..Rindu ecah manyak2...
| naughtiest and cutest baby ecah..love her very much..~ |
early mornin
First day of the year, elly, managed to wake herself at a very early hour of a cool breezing morning..yay for me..=)) It's nice to be so fully awake when everyone else is still deep asleep. And my motivation for the day is to do my laundry. While waiting, lets share it with the world..hehe...
Having to wake up so early, I had so much going on already. Thoughts and wishes and some huge feeling that I really wanna just express it out. If only it is always that simple. Let go just whatever I had in my mind or whatever I felt in my heart. Since im not a through through person and one with lots more idea anyone could ever imagine, suppressing all of them is still the best choice of all.
See, instead of thinking what I should have for breakfast, I'd rather go babbling off my endless thoughts of everything. There is absolutely something wrong with me. Lets be just the ordinary carefree me for once :: Who cares only for me and worries only of myself. ::
Currently listening to Taylor swift, speak now and mine. Love her and wanna be like her. So pretty and talented. Dearest me, keep on dreaming...;p
Hopes for a cheerful today and pray for some courage to do some revision to keep me off the clock and wishing for yet a dream (too embarrassing too mention) too high for me to reach.
Having to wake up so early, I had so much going on already. Thoughts and wishes and some huge feeling that I really wanna just express it out. If only it is always that simple. Let go just whatever I had in my mind or whatever I felt in my heart. Since im not a through through person and one with lots more idea anyone could ever imagine, suppressing all of them is still the best choice of all.
See, instead of thinking what I should have for breakfast, I'd rather go babbling off my endless thoughts of everything. There is absolutely something wrong with me. Lets be just the ordinary carefree me for once :: Who cares only for me and worries only of myself. ::
Currently listening to Taylor swift, speak now and mine. Love her and wanna be like her. So pretty and talented. Dearest me, keep on dreaming...;p
Hopes for a cheerful today and pray for some courage to do some revision to keep me off the clock and wishing for yet a dream (too embarrassing too mention) too high for me to reach.
January 8, 2011
Port dickson:: 1st trip of the year!
January 7, 2011
Happy New Year
My very first post of the year..lets hope the year shall brings me joy and wisdom for me to step through yet another chapter for me world..
New year's eve: out with my dearest friends, ayu, yam, yat and yaya for one whole day of so many steps..first destination is Sogo. Xsempat beli kemeja merah yg da aim few weeks back, frust tp nnt nk carik gak..teman kak mira gi jakel n nagoya n semua house..best masuk jakel..have my eyes set for one wedding dress which is so beautiful..pink n grey coloured which are just perfect...
next up:: KLCC. yup, yet another destination sbb nk teman kak mira buy perfume lak..tried many2 beautiful bottles of perfumes..best of d night is Gucci Guilty..nk beli ke?? my age n my scholar?? no can't do...
Then...tired and desperately need to go back sebab end up buy nothing at all for me except a toothbrush...sbbnye, diri ini xtahan bile da rase kecik hati which caused by sum1 or sumthing..n it doesn't matter pun since everything yg rase cantik n nak beli no longer seems attractive n worth it..one of my 'charming' character really...
Pulang ke uia with a cab, all 5 of us...berjaya pujuk pakcik tu..hehe..hey, its really worth it pun..got one real piece of advice.."msk thn baru, mr kite sme2 kejar n ajar dri untuk cari kekasih yg abadi..Allah swt..." well said pakcik...
Then finally the new year..makan2 kat umah yana..lauk mama kirim from rumah..ikan patin n daging masak merah..sedap sgt n rase btul2 happy..dpt makan msakan mama n dpt get together wif family if not all of them...A call from him and dat settles my happy new year...
New year's eve: out with my dearest friends, ayu, yam, yat and yaya for one whole day of so many steps..first destination is Sogo. Xsempat beli kemeja merah yg da aim few weeks back, frust tp nnt nk carik gak..teman kak mira gi jakel n nagoya n semua house..best masuk jakel..have my eyes set for one wedding dress which is so beautiful..pink n grey coloured which are just perfect...
next up:: KLCC. yup, yet another destination sbb nk teman kak mira buy perfume lak..tried many2 beautiful bottles of perfumes..best of d night is Gucci Guilty..nk beli ke?? my age n my scholar?? no can't do...
Then...tired and desperately need to go back sebab end up buy nothing at all for me except a toothbrush...sbbnye, diri ini xtahan bile da rase kecik hati which caused by sum1 or sumthing..n it doesn't matter pun since everything yg rase cantik n nak beli no longer seems attractive n worth it..one of my 'charming' character really...
Pulang ke uia with a cab, all 5 of us...berjaya pujuk pakcik tu..hehe..hey, its really worth it pun..got one real piece of advice.."msk thn baru, mr kite sme2 kejar n ajar dri untuk cari kekasih yg abadi..Allah swt..." well said pakcik...
Then finally the new year..makan2 kat umah yana..lauk mama kirim from rumah..ikan patin n daging masak merah..sedap sgt n rase btul2 happy..dpt makan msakan mama n dpt get together wif family if not all of them...A call from him and dat settles my happy new year...
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