masih pagi

It's still early and I'm already bored. Nak kuar sgt2, tp duit still xmasuk lagi. So plan nk go out and buy myself a new handbag kene hold dulu for a momet.
Seriously, never thought getting up early could be very dangerous. To my life actually. Had to escape from my room cuz I dun wanna ruin my life by calling out people randomly and asking them out. Man I'm so close to insanity. And sadly, figured the cold hard truth of my miserable life, I dun have sumbody to call out when Im bored nor anyone I could easily call and go out with and hang out. Well I have friends but I just wanna go out with someone who rarely there in my social circle. It should be more fun if its that way. But I hardly got anyone, so sadly stuck here in TV room and my netbook.
Nak ade baby la camni, blh la main ngn die in the morning. Babies always wake up so early and play all day long..Rindu ecah manyak2...

naughtiest and cutest baby ecah..love her very much..~

early mornin

First day of the year, elly, managed to wake herself at a very early hour of a cool breezing morning..yay for me..=)) It's nice to be so fully awake when everyone else is still deep asleep. And my motivation for the day is to do my laundry. While waiting, lets share it with the world..hehe...
Having to wake up so early, I had so much going on already. Thoughts and wishes and some huge feeling that I really wanna just express it out. If only it is always that simple. Let go just whatever I had in my mind or whatever I felt in my heart. Since im not a through through person and one with lots more idea anyone could ever imagine, suppressing all of them is still the best choice of all.
See, instead of thinking what I should have for breakfast, I'd rather go babbling off my endless thoughts of everything. There is absolutely something wrong with me. Lets be just the ordinary carefree me for once :: Who cares only for me and worries only of myself. ::
Currently listening to Taylor swift, speak now and mine. Love her and wanna be like her. So pretty and talented. Dearest me, keep on dreaming...;p
Hopes for a cheerful today and pray for some courage to do some revision to keep me off the clock and wishing for yet a dream (too embarrassing too mention) too high for me to reach.

Port dickson:: 1st trip of the year!

Evidence:: It's actually Port Dickson (^-^)

I'm in PD, yay!!!

Transition of Yana's face

Told ya, she looks thinner now...:p

one of fave pic, sent to 1 of her scandals...

dearest sister n bro in law

Happy New Year

My very first post of the year..lets hope the year shall brings me joy and wisdom for me to step through yet another chapter for me world..
New year's eve: out with my dearest friends, ayu, yam, yat and yaya for one whole day of so many steps..first destination is Sogo. Xsempat beli kemeja merah yg da aim few weeks back, frust tp nnt nk carik gak..teman kak mira gi jakel n nagoya n semua house..best masuk jakel..have my eyes set for one wedding dress which is so beautiful..pink n grey coloured which are just perfect...
next up:: KLCC. yup, yet another destination sbb nk teman kak mira buy perfume lak..tried many2 beautiful bottles of perfumes..best of d night is Gucci Guilty..nk beli ke?? my age n my scholar?? no can't do...
Then...tired and desperately need to go back sebab end up buy nothing at all for me except a toothbrush...sbbnye, diri ini xtahan bile da rase kecik hati which caused by sum1 or sumthing..n it doesn't matter pun since everything yg rase cantik n nak beli no longer seems attractive n worth it..one of my 'charming' character really...
Pulang ke uia with a cab, all 5 of us...berjaya pujuk pakcik tu..hehe..hey, its really worth it pun..got one real piece of advice.."msk thn baru, mr kite sme2 kejar n ajar dri untuk cari kekasih yg abadi..Allah swt..." well said pakcik...
Then finally the new year..makan2 kat umah yana..lauk mama kirim from rumah..ikan patin n daging masak merah..sedap sgt n rase btul2 happy..dpt makan msakan mama n dpt get together wif family if not all of them...A call from him and dat settles my happy new year...

Kawen...

It's 26th of Dec..just few more days towards the end and a start of a new year and hopefully some fresh new happy episodes of my life. my weekend filled with a program or shud i put it straight:: kursus kawen..haha..
yup, attended and learned a lot and perhaps ready??? nah...there's still way lots for me before the TRUE day, a wedding is fun for d name, a marriage..not exactly suits me or myself, at d moment at least..frens still take me cam budak2..says them.. the real me is much more..ok la, ade la time yg memg suke merengek, cakap or behave and blh x disamakan ngn my baby niece::ecah??..tapi i know wat it takes to be an adult just dun wanna be and dun have to be..well, not yet i guess..
so, kursus kawen..amek sbb memang xde keje, saje gatal2 nk meramaikan jemaah bakal pengantin..haha..we all took it pun..my frens and i..in fact ade je muke budak2 junior amek..diorang da ade calon or saje nk isi mase..xtau..ikut suke la..yg penting, i went thru it and got my license to get married or is it really dat easy..going through a 2 days course, know a lil bit if not much bout wat it takes to have a well organized and blessful marriage then just marry off ur someone..hmm..wow..dats tough..
seriously..ceramah2 tu memg fun, ustaz2 lawak gile n memg asyik gelak je dgr cite n pengalaman n tips they shared tp ade je contras die..scary gile dgr sal getting pregnant n giving BIRTH!! okay, so i did joke around with frens, saying..hey, i wanna have a baby next year,,tapi slepas dgr ceramah n di beri peluang utk tgk real life videos, which i soo cannot watch, tp budak2 sibuk lak nk describe n mr penceramah duk selamba je bcerite..man, how it really happens is definitely scary..im sorry, i just cant..will i ever find the courage to say yes i wanna be a mum???...insyaAllah, i will tapi tu la...tgk video pun xleh ni nk alami sendiri...hmmm....
pastu ade lak mcm2 cite sal konflik nyer..macam2 sebab remeh n of cos serius reasons yg leh wat kite bubar kawen..call me old fashioned but i seriously believe dat marriage is sacred..ikatan suci between suami n isteri..walau bagaimane care skalipun, they have to make it work for them n their new family..every parties kene amek role msg2 n live happy thru thick n thin..well, there goes d saying...come wat may, we''l be togther kan...so make it happen for it wat we have decided to commit from d moment of akad...
InsyaAllah, bile da sampai jodoh n seru..ade la kot peluang nak rase semua tu..n hopefully i'l make it thru with the one i believe is True for me and my future kids..aminnn...